Whoa, stop the press! Changing is a challenge and it is also a matter of attitude! I am finding out so much now that I have embarked on my 365 day journey. I find myself doubling back and fighting the responses which have become over developed and simply do not serve me on my path to healing. In those weak moments I weigh the importance of becoming whole to living my life in the fragmented belief that I can control everything that is happening in my space.
In the days that I have not blogged I have been busy mapping my road and believe you me that I am finding out so much. One point which has presented is whether I am surviving or recovering I continue to live my life fighting to maintain control. This experience I can only assume is related to having had to survive the trauma and duress of an abusive lifestyle. This way of existing is fine for those circumstances, however now that I am safe I want to have a life full of abundance and peace.
The challenge to change is indeed evident and present in my current state, however I am encouraged by the daily gift of life and I understand that each day is an opportunity for advancement, cliche right? No it is true, each day you have so much freedom to exercise and put into play many strategies which you may not have done the day before. I am learning each day that the way I am currently conditioned is not the best for existing. Therefore I am de-programming and reloading with new perspectives, values and ideas. Although challenged I am welcoming change.
I encourage each of you to accept the Challenge to Change and continue to meet me back at my blog as I walk the path to recommitting to me in order to live abundance and sharing my harvest with victims and survivors of abuse!
Blessings and Stay in the Light!
Alarice Vidale de Palacios